I Don't Know What Should I Do

Hey guys, Today I feel very happy and also very sad. Want to know what happened? Read until the end to avoid confusion or misunderstanding!

This morning, I made a mistake, then, I was scolded by my teacher. I’m not spoiled or can’t accept reprimands. But, I was a bit sad because I was compared to other students. I was compared as if I was the worst student in the school. I feel so sad! Throughout the day, I wondered "Am I the worst student in school" "Does the teacher hate me" and so on that I thought all day. However, because I had been reprimanded and scolded by the teacher, I realized and changed my attitude to be more careful.

The point is, I can accept what the teacher has advised, only I just feel sad and incoherent because I am compared to other students and the teacher's facial expression while scolding me looks a bit like the teacher hates me.

Fyi, that was the first time I was scolded by that teacher, after all, I was rarely scolded at school.

A few hours later, I was with two of my friends called by my tech design teacher. We were called to receive prizes from the results of competitions that had taken place over the past few months. And .. I have managed to get first place in the programming competition (second category) in that competition! I feel very happy and excited. Plus, there was another teacher who told me that I had graduated to get a national level certificate! Once again, I feel so happy!

However, I was still worried about what happened this morning, I was not making up, just, I was rarely scolded at school, so when I was scolded at school, I continued to feel very worried and scared. I have sent a message to a friend of mine asking for her opinion on what I can do to improve the situation. She had suggested me to ask for a forgiveness from the teacher on the next morning. I feel very scared, but, whatever the force, I still had ask for a forgiveness.

That's all for today, My mother told me to iron my school uniform, so I need to stop writing now. bye!

UPDATE! - 9.12.2021 - I've already ask for a forgiveness from the teacher this morning. Luckily, the teacher actually didn’t hate me and considered me the worst student in the school. It's just that I'm the only one who's most worried and scared.